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| The result showed that I did well in this exam, but actually, I didn't pay too much attention on this exam.
I thought I might have low in marks in some modules. However, obviously, this exam was definitely easier than the final exam.
So, I could get this result was kind of luck. Maybe I should believe myself of what I can do, don't depend on anything which doesn't even exist, like God!
After I got the exam reuslt and told somebody who's doing the same with me, they obvious showed dislike of me. Why, because of the higher marks? I didn't pretended I didn't know anything. At the moment just before the exam, I really prepared not well enough, even I hadn't the book read all. The result was stunning to me, I was supprise, but just lasted for a short time. Not because I used to it, it's because I didn't think it was worth to be very happy.
Yesterday, I had a really good time with SPC friends. We had a substantial meal last night, 6 dishes and a huge pot of soup. I was really really full. It was a beautiful and unforgettable night I had with them.
BTW, I hate ppl who are full of shit in their mouths, speak dirty, rude to ppl.
-Maths 1 90%
-Solids 1 70%
-Material 12/20
-Termo and fluid 76%
-Electrical and dynamics 7/12 | | |
| As I was so lonely, seeing everybody got someone companied, having a long-last dinner, watching fireworks together and counting down of course.
Thanks to CEO, Gigi, Kyle, 萬丈, Winnie and Nelson for saying Happy New Year^^
I saw a movie called ''A single man'' last night, maybe this morning because it was 3 o'clock^^. At first, I had no interested in it by looking at that title, but why I have it because this movie's got many good reputation, so I was just curious about how good it is.
As my version didn't have a caption and watched it alone. Actually, I felt a bit confused because the film doesn't show in chronological order. At the beginning of the movie, some shots showed up and mentioned little bit new things. Therefore, I thought I could even get 6/70% understanding with subtitles. However, I was wrong. I misunderstood a lot and guessed both right and wrong when I downloaded a caption for it. I found that only half understanding.
It's an amazing film. A man who wanted to kill himself because his partner has died in a car accident. He totally sufferred from this pain for 8 months. Before he did it, he talked and met someone who are important to him. Moreover, I could guess what kind of person the role was. I can tell that he didn't succeed. By the way, I like the gorgeous glass house in the film.
Today, I wanted to go out and buy some food but I didn't go because it was late when I woke up. I was afraid that the shop had been closed early because it was new year day. So, I had two eggs, a sausage and half Chinese leaf for dinner. I hope I can do it tomorrow, fingers crossed!
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| Everything is hard to explain. Facing foreign people, I'm always too shy to express myself and use Chinese suddenly. Then, ''no, no, no'' comes out of my mouth. However, I don't type Chinese when I'm using computer. I'd prefer English.
30th Dec. 2010 Was Christmas really gone? Maybe I'm alaway sitting in my room, I know nothing about outside world. Today, I really don't know what new year I would be. 2010 is not a great year although I'm in uni now. Christmas eve, Christmas day, Boxing day and after Boxing day mean what to me? I think it only means I can shop with sales. I did buy some new stiff. 22nd, reunion of Boston fds was a great day, but regretfully, some of ex-flatmates couldn't make themself be a part of us. I did miss you guys, but time passes, the feeling's getting less and less. Once you don't make yourself turn up, I can backup my last memory of you.
These days, I keep thinking of a name, Jake. I wanted to look what you had been at Facebook, but I made many excuses and sometimes forgot this. Finally, I discovered this account suddenly disappeared two days ago. Suddenly, I felt like I was lost. To recall my momory of you, it was on the bus way to college. We didn't know each other (I am also not sure by now). Once I noticed your name was on the exam board because we were in the same exam place coincidently. Nevertheless, we took different subject as I could see on the board. I should stop here, and hope you're alright.
These days, except I kept doing rubbish things, I was also trying to sit and study hard with my exam in Jan. Where's my motivation of study? What's my brain thinking of/about? I have many things which I wanna tell but I don't know where I should start from. I'm afraid once I tell all, what does the world think of me? I know why I am like that now, but I don't like and want to.
I thought I would work hard at night and decided to sleep late and get started with my revision (I don't know if it's a revision or not because I didn't pay attention at lessons). They are all bullsh!t.
Since everyone has been back home during holiday, I keep peeping outside if there is anyone who is not back home and stays here. Then, I found out that all people stay here are Chinese, black people, and some I think they want to go away from their family?.? People and weather are also getting colder. When will they return to warm?
Something about me, I love playing video games with my new ipod touch. Somehow I spent hours on a single game. Moreover, Apple @ UK is really good as they offer a 12-day free download from 26th Dec. to 6th Jan. A free thing per day, wo~ such a good news. It happens in the UK only, and I registered as a member in the UK, so I'm lucky^^
Now, I find that many programmes I'm play, using, watching, even registered that I all use English. Whatever now, I'm still a HKer.
Oh, I nearly forgot to tell. I had my blood donated here. It was awesome because I felt faint when the nurse took off the needle from me. Moreover, the needle was quite thick and terrible. I did feel hurt when it was applied to me. The nurse told me as I drank too little water before the donation, therefore my blood pressure dropped quickly and faint seemed to be normal. Don't worry, I'm ok^^ But, this experience you should have and it helps people as well. | | |
| I'M UNDER STRESS!!!
I have no idea what lecturers are talking about
I have many drawing to do - one every two weeks
I dun hate drawing but I hate my drawing
I really hate straight, parallel and perpendicular lines
I dun feel like a uni student
I have no idea why my department has lots of workload to do and full timetable
I hate lectures speaking too fast
I hate myself of not having a good English standard
I dun like lectures go through the PowerPoint one by one non-stoppedly
I dun like lectures speak like a ''heavy metal mechine gun'' - it makes me fall asleep, it's all ur fault!!
I have no free time
I have to revise all the time - but I have lots of day-dreamings...
I m so envy of ppl who have day-off once a week
I have lectures til 5 p.m.
I have lecture at 9 a.m. everyday - except Wed.
I have to wake up at 8 a.m.
I have missed some lectures cos I couldn't wake up.
I have to write up practical reports
I really dun no how to start with
I have no idea how MS Excel works
I have spent on solving a simply graph-drawing problem for near 2 hrs
I have few skills about computer
I have spent on solving a force-resultant question for few days - but nothing worked until I finally asked a senior student
I wanna sleep but I always sleep late=.=
I hate turning on my PC cos I m doing SH!T nothing
I am feeling sick
I have many things to deal with - to settle down the things for Dad and Uncle
I really dun like the food in canteen (food court) - same food everyday, so boring=.= & tasteless
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| I couldn't imagine I am already in a uni.
When I was young, I longed for studying at a uni cos I thought uni life was much free and everyone seemed so free.
Now, I finally realise that I was wrong and I am in stress now.
Most of them I have to learn sounds really new to me and I totally have no idea about them.
Moreover, English is another obstacle to stop me moving further. I don't understand and can't follow the speed of some lecturers.
I don't know why that the modules I don't understand always go very fast. Contrarily, the modules I already understand, like maths, the lecture goes very slowly and showes the procedure step by step.
My sickness has lasted for more than a month, but it wasn't so serious before. I feel much ill these two days. However, I have to study to cover what I don't understand through the lecture. Oh my god, I find that too many things I haven't learnt before and time passes really fast, I can't catch every minute and second.
I have a really serious problem that I can't stop myself, even I have nothing to do and just watching the blank screen, when I turn on my PC.
Therefore, I keep telling myself to not turn on it until I really need it.
Last week, I spent my afternoon at library. I really enjoyed it. At least, I was really studying. I can't even read a book in my room, I don't know why, I keep thinking something else.
Too many things I would like to tell, but I really need rest now. | | |
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